get me through this one
yoyo waddup. its so blustery outside i can't believe it, only two days ago it was sunny and i was saying how it felt slighltly like spring!! ahh agravating im tellinya.
This weekend was cool, Friday night was..ok shoot i can't remember what i did friday night. saturday ash and i went out the mall with hopes of getting our pix done but then my cheeks got all puffy and red from this new face medicine im using and so they wouldn't have looked very nice, lol. Then we went back to her house and babysat Matt. What a cutie it was hilarious ash put on lipstick and kissed all over his face and then we were all telling him to sing big pimpin..you know just jokin around, we knew if the parents heard we would be in trouble, so were singing it right..and next thing we know, out of his sweet innocent 2 year old mouth he musters "BIG PIMPIN!!" it was hilarious we about died. Then we went to the movies, with two of her friends, we saw Along Came Polly. despite kristins false criticing it was hilarious!!! i was seriously crackin up. chase i missed ya! <3 sunday was just a kick around day.
you know what Manda needs? (besides some serious acceftion and to be stable) a job. i am money-less..completely. HAH not that this is out of the norm for me but i mean..theres so much stuff i need to buy and take care of these days and its hard when your wallet is basically bone_dry.
Softball practice started to go, and i was planning on going but i wasn't planning on being sick..which i am. theres always tomorrow!!
this week is homecoming and also something else to be happy about is..THREE DAY WEEKEND!! you know there is 2 great things about 3-day-weekends,. no.1 you get not two but three days off of school, thats three days of no worries..well mainly. and no.2- your following week back at school (if you have a monday off) is only 4 days long instead of 5! (or vice versa if you have friday off then that week is 4 days.)
gosh i am in the middle of three books right now. the best one is drowning ruth, then for school i have to read ferenheight 451 and then theres this other book called the story of cedar b heartly who planned to live an unusual life. yupyup so basically im sitting here thinking of something to talk about and my brain is like a pancake. so for now..im just gonna think about softball or something lol. see yah

oohh ohh i know what, ive been workin out my arms and baby im gettin sum GUNS!! yea yea yea
xox
MADlovelovelove

can't think of a title!
wow am i messed up lately! really don't want to talk about it other then...im having problems..sometimes i don't/can't bring myself to do stuff..so bear with me please everyone!!
Finals were last week and i must say i am proud of my performance..the only ones i was worried about were science and english..i studied for both but more for english, and i think i did well, science would be my worst. haha. but yea last week wasn't too much of a struggle for me. Friday after school Kristin and I babysat 11 kids!!! we had fun and the paycheck was well worth it! i totally favored this little boy mattie he was so adorable, you know that age where you pick them up and they cling to your hip..aahh he was a sweetie. saturday we dropped my brother at my grandparents house, they have an accurate scale there and i weighed myself, ive lost a considerable amout of weight over the last few weeks. then my parents and i went for a drive through the country. we came home and i rented how to deal and then started a book called drowning ruth that im totally into at the moment. sunday evening i went to the movies with Chase, Kristin and Josh came too. Hadn't seen Mr. Chase for quite awhile, I forgot how completely HOT he is and how lucky I am. really. i mean that.

well i am going to proceed with unloading the dishwasher, loading the dirrty ones. (hehah) and then..who knows!

xox
MADlovelovelove

i said i wasn't going to talk about it but, to everyone reading this, please pray for me. i hate to have to ask that but..

Back to My Silver Ball
Hey i just changed my ear-ring. i had the diamond in it but i just put in the silver ball instead. school tomorrow, im not sure ive finished all of my homework..in fact i know i havent!!! and i really gotta get studying too!

i talked to Ash on the phone for a long time today, im really lucky to have her. and i talked to matt briefly..he yelled "MANDA!!!" and then gave the phone back to ashley, haaha. hes sooo cute. it sux i can't have a relationship with my other cousin who doesn't know i exist!!! (Jack) family fueds bite.



im listening to Sugarcult right now and they are soo cool i want the cd muy bad..(i need a job!) anyways haha i have no idea what they look like i mean i don't think ive ever seen them but i picture the vocalist really hot. OK EW i just smashed an ant on my arm then hand..uiick. tonight american idol auditions are on im so exited! those are always hilarious..dang haha.

its weird that half the school year is over, exiting tho--i miss chase.

conditioning tomorrow..later gator
xox
xox
MADlovelovelove

hey babes
hey there i was just thinking about going to bed but then i thought i could post in my journal instead.

im so lovin and diggen my digital camera..our digital camera i should say but man its so fun to use ive been taking pictures all day and putting them on the computer its way fun!! its my buddy haaha.

i watched 'just married' today i love that movie its so cute, and then i watched 'the haunting' yesterday which is another movie i LOVE, i think its one of my favorites i dunno ive seen it so many times over the years and i still love it, it doesn't scare me at all but its just way cool. my mom and i were gonna go see big fish tonight..i was also gonna go with christina and stephani at one point..neither happend! hopefully ill get to go with mr. chase tomorrow!! <3

softballs starting, i start conditioning on tuesday and im actually nervous to try out and stuff, more pressure, just what i needed with finals coming up!!! nah i know ill do okay..just need to study! speaking of which i have to remember to pay attention in math on tuesday when we get to ask questions on everything because man...i need to and theres something about that class i always tune out the teacher and sit there and think about..other things lol. you can probably tell since theres "graffiti" all over my dividers. gosh i just remembered the homework i have that i havent even bothered doing!!! haha i better take a quick look over some stuff before i got to bed then.

nighty night
xox
MADlovelovelove

mornin'
heyy nothin better then a saturday morning..ok yea there is whatever...--i made it through a whole week of school im so proud! :) This weekend was fun i got to hang out with my friends a lot.. wednesday i walked home with josh, which i hadn't done in a long time, and then i went to some basketball games. that was fun kristin and i were laughin the whole time, we find an empty parking lot and she just starts franticly running around it was funny, then we went to Jamba and home. thursday i aquired a new nickname "love-booty"..uhh no. and also got an ice cube shoved down my butt. friday josh spilled cheese down his leg and all over his shoe..that was really funny. and i got to use all of my second grade insults on Jered. muaha ha ha ha. then after school Kristin, Heather, Christina, Aaron, Michael Stephani and I went to the mall. that was fun, stephani is so cool im glad i got to hang with her. i got the coolest patch for my backpack at hot topic, its a name tag and it says "cletus" haaha. i also got an oscar the grouch shirt that says 'scram' and a pair of pants. (im kinda stocked on gift cards at the moment so..) then i came home and worked out..since my daily diet since i came home was made up of a cookies and creme milk shake..and some curly fries. i felt better. then i watched some of the real world and did something awesome. i fell asleep. and i SLEPT IN!!! it was great, i had a dream that my family moved into this huuge house and it had this big tall slide in it..so tall that half the time i was afraid to slide down it..yea. and i had two rooms! it was great. today i have matthew's birthday party which im kinda exited for because ill get to see my cousins, and then the rest of my three-day weekend im all free! i want more then nothing else to see my boyfriend!!

Welcome..picking up where i left off!
Well Well Well..on account of my other journal filling up.. (100 entrys since August-imagine that). so yea i had a make a new one. hope ya love it! I havent really got to write since my other one was filled and it hadn't occured to me to make a new one..hmph.

i missed a whole week of school, something that normally i would never do. I was having major issues including a mad cold, lost my voice and everything i swear i sounded like puberty-from-hell. anyways, luckally im gettin back to my normal self!! yea..hey if anybody knows the link to get that annoying AIM virus off of my profile i will love you forever if you give it to me!!

Yesterday was the first day in probably weeks that i was really happy and felt normal! I got up and my grandparents were gonna pick up my brother to spend the night *yes!* anyways i woke up and my mom was makin crassonts..yummmmm. and so then i watched the first episode of 'the real world- san diego' ive been lookin forward to that. then i showered and cleaned my room, i tried to wear my new cargo pants but unfortunately they don't fit! i guess I've lost some weight over the past month or so and the pants are so huge its just a matter of jumping up and down before they fall to my ancles. LOL. so i got ready, my grandpa brought me a "sick bag" a new boyer tradition, lol. whenever someone is sick we have to make them a "sick-bag" filled with basically junk, just any random objects you can find. my grandpa brought me an iron skillet..a flying pig (love it), some tortilla and cornbread mix, a belt buckle, a calculator, a compas, pencils, an eye-glass repair kit, a prism, lol so much junk!
--after they left with my brother my mom and i went out. it was the first time i had gone somewhere in a week! so anyways she got her nails done and i sat in the car, lol. it was cool tho i turned on the sterio and sat there with the window a quarter down singin with my shades on, haha it was great. then we went to Barnes and Noble, (my uncle Stuart had given me some gift cirtificates for there) which turned out to be so fun! (new guilty pleasure=book shopping) anyways i ended up with 3 books. "go ask alice" (read it in 2 days, soo awesome) "Angus, Thongs and Full Frontal Snogging" (started it and its so funny) and another book but i can't really remember what its called, looks really good tho..its called like..i donno someone who tried to live an "unnormal life" yea anyways. after Barnes and noble we went to starbuks and got coffee, i had a chocolate brownie frapacinno, yumm. then we went to target and i can't tell you how much fun i had..at target. lol i havent been there in forever, its a cool store! lol i looked at cds and got the Rooney cd, they are really cool, kinda like a modern day beach boys as my mom put it. lets see..got some cerial..i have a healthy cerial fettish i dunno. and some hair stuff, smells so good. so then i went home and realized that i was going to jessica's birthday party! i baked her cookies. LOL oh yea.. so the party was pretty fun i haven't socialized with friends for three weeks so it was fun. i ate pizza! it was too great! Daniel was licking gummy bears..throwing them on the celing and then waiting tell they fell, lol i love my friends.

ok well my dad needs a turn on the computer and i guess i should do some more of my make-up work for school..sooo fun! alrighty well hope you all like the new set-up!! tootaloo!

xox
MADlovelovelove